| Location | Falling Waters, Wv |
| Age | 23 years |
| Date of Birth | 25/04/1986 |
| Date of Death | 13/06/2009 |
| Visitors | 2,684 since 20/06/2009 |
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My Daughter, Summer Nicole was only 23 when she went to be with our Lord. She leaves on Earth her Mom that loves her so unconditionally & aches so terribly bad just to see her pretty face, her her sweet voice & hug her tightly. Summer also leaves 2 little daughters, Autumn is 2 yrs old & Amber is 15 months old. Shortly after Autumn's birth Summer was diagnosed with a blood clot in her brain. She suffered severe headaches, temporary blindness & her medications kept her lethargic & sleepy. Summer sent Autumn to live with us but saw Autumn frequently. When little Amber was born, Summer had already lost any maternal instinct for her children so Amber soon came to live with us as well. The last 7 yrs of Summer's life she was very mistreated by the same man that stole her from the safety & security of her family when she was only 15. He took Summer & led her down pathways of no return until she gave up on her children, family & self. Summer was a gentle loving girl, bright & happy until her life took a fatal turn & the Lord took her into his arms to rest. She left the most important things in this world, her children, that fill my arms & days but at night when those babies fall to sleep, my heart feels the quiet, lonely calls of a Mother's loss of her first born child that left life far too early. Summer should never be judged, only loved & missed. I'll never stop wishing to hold my baby girl again & seeing her through her 2 babies is the ONLY place I have to draw stength. Pray for our family...me & my grandchildren that will never know the possiblilities that could have been if Summer had more time to recover fully & grow strong & independant & learn to mother her children like she wanted to. Dear Father in Heaven, touch my weary mind & heart. Summer, I love you so deeply & miss you so, so sadly.
Christmas 2011
My precious girl, I am doing my best to find Christmas spirit this year so your wonderful little girls have great memories but knowing I won't see your pretty face or smell your scent or feel your warm hugs or hear you say "Merry Christmas Mom" keeps my heart sad inside. I miss you EVERY day and I love you forever. Merry Christmas in Heaven my baby, sing with the angels.
Until the wheels fall off...I cherish you! Mom
Love for my Baby Girl
Summer, I miss you always and you never ever leave my thoughts for a second. You little girls are precious and I hope you see them from Heaven and you are proud of how beautiful and bright they are. Amber looks exactly like you did at 3 years old. Autumn is in Kindergarden now and if you are watching into her classroom I'm sure your beautiful smile is shining! I miss your scent, your geaogous eyes and your voice so badly. I love you my baby girl and when I get to Heaven with you, we will walk hand in hand. Forever in my heart, Mom
Alone with your babies now...
Sum, I know when you watch over us that you can see what has happened by Pete walking out on me and your babies. He sat here for the last 2 years, unemployed and when He finally got a job he left us three here on our on all alone. Don't worry at all Summer, I have your babies and they are wonderful, beautiful and healthy. I will raise them for you and be your arms when they want to be held or rocked. You could have handled this Sum, I would have been right with you and we would have cared for your babies together. I will carry on alone with your girls now and we will be OK with you being our guardian angel and God keeping his hands upon me giving me strength and wisdo,. your little girls will make you and me so very proud just as they do already. I miss you so much and my heart breaks every day all over again. I love you Summer, you are my baby girl forever. Always, till the wheels fall off, Mom
June 13th
Summer, Today was very sad, I cried. I love your baby girls Autumn & Amber so deeply and I can see you in them. They are as beautiful & bright as thier Mommy. You beared so much for too long and now you're not here with me so we can enjoy better & easier days together. I miss you & I will never again be the person I was before loosing you. My 1st born cherished baby, my Summer Nicole, why did you have to go and leave me and your children to go on without you with us. We need you Baby Girl. I love you, Mom
Your Birthday 04/25/2011
Summer, Today is your birthday, you would have been with me 25 years but you went to Heaven. I have planted yellow roses like the one you planted when you were only 9 months old in TN. No one will understand my sadness and deep pain as I go through this day without baking your cake or seeing your vibrant smile. You are my precious baby girl forever and your memory is with me every second of every day and night. Happy birthday to my angelic Daughter, dance with the angels today sweet girl and know I'm here loving you and forever missing you.
Always & Froever, Your Mom oxoxoxo
Beautiful beautiful Girl... Sleep Well and watch over your Mum and Gorgeous Girls: Your Mum is doing a brilliant job, walk beside her and keep up her strength to go on.... God Bless you all.... lyn xX
Valentine 2011
Summer, my precious baby girl, it's Valentine' s Day but my heart has no song, the way we can't be together is just completely wrong. How can I feel all the love I would if you could be here. Another reason to cry and shed another tear. Your little girls are with me and color my world each day. How much greater our lives on Earth would be if you never had to go away. We hug and kiss and talk about you, how we all loved one another. They smile with questions in the eyes about what happened to thier Mother. "Your Mommy", I tell them, "Is in Heaven loving you". Summer, I'm here for your babies and I'm loving them too. I'm still your arms and I hold them gently for you, I care for them and do for them just like you would do. I am not thier Mommy so I can't take your place. I know in my heart how they long to see your face. I'll give them your love for you and try my best to make it right, please send your love to me through them each time they hug me tight?
I love you and Im miserable without you. I need you so desparately here with me and your sweet babies. Shine you love on us and watch over us. Always & Froever, Mom, Autumn & Amber oxoxoxo
A New Year 2011
Starting a new year without you isn't "happy" at all. Your little Daughters are so wonderful and truly beautiful just like you. They have your mannerisms and many times remind me of you when you were thier ages. Summer, I miss you so horribly and I need you with me. I'm not the same person since loosing you because you took a huge part of me with you to Heaven. Jenna sent me pictures of you taken the last couple months of your life and it is hard to recognize what you might have been thinking or doing, many appear you were drinking heavily but 2 pictures I see the Daughter I knew best. You are so beautiful, very pretty face and smile, shiny hair and sparkling eyes. I wish you could sit with me and tell me about the times you were having in these pictures. I hope this new year on Earth brings me closer to being with you in Heaven, but first I must raise your babies to be OK here without me. I love you so much and I'm adding some new pictures of your precious little girls. Forever & always, Mom
Christmas Eve 2010 Without My Summer
I'm sitting here Christmas Eve and all my heart can do it grieve.
My so wet eyes, I can't get them dry...
The lump in my throat stays there as I cry.
The jitters in my stomach are not because I'm about to win,
That's just my deep sadness that comes with Christmas 2010.
Your bright smile won't pop through the door...
Your sweet special scent won't fill the air as you prance across the floor,
To come kiss me and say the words, "Merry Christmas Mom, I love you!"
Then we would hug and I would breath you in and say to you, "Be safe my baby girl, i love & need you too!" The wheels hadn't fell off, we weren't working our plans. You forgot I need you here. Always, Mom
Christmas 2010 wishing for you
My precious baby girl Summer, My only Christmas wish is to have another day with you. So many talks we didn't get to have and memories we didn't get to share. I have memorials and keepsakes of you on the tree and I hold your sweet little girls in my arms. I grieve for you EVERY day and night Sum. I love you. There are things I have learned since you left and how I wish I could talk with you about them. My heart aches when I know you left without any goodbye and for that how can I ever accept you have gone from our lives. Your babies are incredible and I will do all you asked of me for them always and forever. Thank you for your gifts of your daughters, without them I couldn't face each day. Make a place for me near you in Heaven so when I get there, we can be together again. Merry Christmas in Heaven my angel. Until we are together, I love you...Mom
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